
I Have Arrived. I am Home. by
CindySheehan Sun Oct 09, 2005 at 03:37:22 PM PDT
I was honored and humbled to be in the presence of holy man, Thich Nhat Hanh, today at MacArthur Park in a very Hispanic neighborhood in Los Angeles.
Tha^y, (teacher) as he is known, is a Buddhist monk who was active during the Vietnam War years bringing peace and reconciliation to the countries of North and South Vietnam. He was nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize by Martin Luther King, Jr. He walks with an aura of peace and acceptance radiating from him.
Every day we do things, we are things that have to do with peace. If we are aware of our life..., our way of looking at things, we will know how to make peace right in the moment, we are alive. Thich Nhat Hanh. In a speech I delivered at the Riverside Church in NYC on the one year anniversary of Casey's death, which was also the 37th anniversary of MLK, Jr's death, I said: We must all do one thing for peace each day. I now know that is not enough. We must live peace and embody peace if we want peace on earth. Our entire lives must be for peace. Not just one activity a day.
Every step is peace. That was the theme for today's walk in Mac Arthur Park. Tha^y reminded us to be in the "present" and take every step in peace and know that we are walking on the earth in peace. He lovingly admonished the hundreds of people who came to hear his witness to do everything in peace: eat, walk, talk, breathe, sleep, work, play, etc. No yelling, no angry words, no harsh statements. This admonishment struck me to the bone because I have been so "strident" in my criticism of the Bushies in their quest for power, greed, and destruction. There must be a better way now if we truly want our country to live in eternal peace and not eternal war.
I have arrived. I am home This was the first sign we passed as we started on our walk. Tha^y told us we should say those phrases with every other step. I have arrived. Every second we live is a new arriving in the present. I see so much conflict and struggle in our world because we don't live in this second. We are worried about the next second and mourning the past second. Camp Casey taught me to live each moment in the arrival moment. One of the reasons I have been able to remain so calm in the face of an onslaught of troubles and evil is because I realized in Camp Casey that I could not struggle against the current of my life and change my destiny any more than I could bring my son back from the land of the dead. Each second of each day is our precious arrival and we should honor each moment. Another holy man, Jesus Christ said: Why worry about tomorrow? Today has enough worries of its own.
I am home. I met a new friend today named Jewel whose son was a medic on the front lines in Iraq and has tried to commit suicide three times since he returned from the desert of pain. The distraught Mother who is beside herself with worry said if something isn't done about it and if her boy doesn't get help, he is dying. His superiors will not allow him to be diagnosed for PTSD so he can't get the treatment he so desperately needs. Jewel is Buddhist and I told her: "You realize your son died in Iraq." She replied to me: "We have all died because of this war." She is right. On April 04, 2004, Cindy Sheehan died, but Cindy Sheehan was born. The dead Cindy Sheehan lived for her home and family. She kept a neat and tidy house, often cooked meals, did everyone's laundry, entertained friends, laughed more than she cried, worked at various jobs, and her family meant the entire world to her. She lived an insulated life filled with Thanksgivings and Christmases and Birthdays and other celebrations. The Cindy who was born on 04/04/04 still adores her family above all things but now knows that the human family is worth struggling for too. The lifelong cause of peace with justice is worth leaving her home (which is just another shell to keep your soul's shell warm and dry) and travel around from home to home and being there and being home wherever she is. I pray for Jewel and especially for her son that he realizes that he died in Iraq but he can be a much better "he" than left his loving home and mother. Unfortunately, and tragically, Jewel and her son's story is not uncommon.
In order to rally people, governments need enemies. They want us to be afraid, to hate, so we will rally behind them. And if they do not have a real enemy, they will invent one in order to mobilize us. Thich Nhat Hanh. While looking up sayings by my new friend, I came upon the above. This has been one of my feelings and themes for months. I know during the terrible war that Tha^y fought against the enemy was "Communism." Now in this evil war that we are struggling against the enemy is "Terrorism." I just saw a poll that only 13 percent of Americans fear a terrorist attack. The war machine and the people who serve it in our government are getting a little afraid themselves of not being able to keep the industrial military complex rolling in the bloody dough, so George and friends have come up with a new enemy whose atrocities also can't be contained to borders and that doesn't wear a national uniform: The Bird Flu. What kind of person who doesn't bow before the warmongers and war profiteers calls the military as his first plan of action when a health threat is supposedly brewing? Instead of calling out the National Guard (who by the way are still fighting, killing, and dying in Iraq), do you think his first call should have been to the CDC? Or to his Surgeon General, and not his military Generals? These people do not walk on this earth anywhere near reality or peace. Our new enemy of the state will be Birds who may be ill and we shall be very afraid every time we sneeze and pray that our government saves us from more imaginary threats. While we are praying, the war profiteers are laughing at us on our knees as they are counting their stacks of wicked and immorally gotten gains.
Last week, George Bush got in front of the nation and said things were going to be far worse in Iraq in the next few months. Why do we let him get away with it? The other night George Bush likened Iraq with WWII. Why do we let him get away with that? Why do we allow our "leaders" to sacrifice our young to the war machine? War will stop when we as parents, teachers, religious leaders, brothers, sisters, husbands and wives refuse to allow our loved ones to be taking to a war of choice and killed. I wish I had refused to allow Casey to go to Iraq. I wish I had knocked him out and taken him to Canada...or anywhere far enough away from the war monster. It is too late for us, but not for you.
Some people think it's a miracle to walk on water. I think it is a miracle to walk on the earth in peace. Thich Nhat Hanh If we don't learn how to do this, we as a people are, well, screwed. We have done a good job of identifying the problem of the criminally insane war in Iraq. Now how do we as a people who want to walk on our earth in peace go forward? I am committing my life and Casey's life to peace. We don't need an exit strategy from Iraq. We just need to get out. We need to realize that Iraq is not the 51st state of the Union and let them live in peace.
How do we do that? Let's walk each step away from the killing, eternal wars andwalk each step in peace towards the answer. Join us in working always for peace, in peace: be peace. "
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"Peace Mom" Cindy Sheehan Gets Hero's Welcome
POSTED: 9:04 pm PDT October 5, 2005
UPDATED: 10:55 pm PDT October 5, 2005
OAKLAND -- An energetic Cindy Sheehan came home to Northern California on Wednesday, saying she would continue her campaign against the war in Iraq until all the troops are brought back to the United States.
The local mother who became a lightning rod for the nation's divided feelings about the war while staging a 26-day vigil in front of President Bush's Texas ranch received a hero's welcome from a hometown audience attending a fund-raiser for anti-war groups.
"I'll be a grieving mom until I die because of the lies that took my son," said Sheehan, making her first public appearance in the liberal San Francisco Bay area since the August vigil. "I plan on keeping this up until the troops are brought home."
Sheehan's 24-year-old son, Army Spc. Casey Sheehan, died in April 2004 in Iraq. She has spent much of the time since then speaking out against the war in which her eldest child died, in the process putting an anguished human face on a conflict that seemed remote to many Americans.
Wearing a large peace sign medallion around her neck, Sheehan said Hurricane Katrina and the Iraq war were intricately linked because both showed how the government deceived its citizens. She said she was heartbroken by the hurricane, but would continue pressing to make sure the war never leaves the spotlight.
"People are going to die in Iraq no matter what else is going on," she said. "The war needs to be front-page news and the most important story on a daily basis."
Sheehan's speech was a benefit for several anti-war groups, including Gold Star Families for Peace, an organization she co-founded to mobilize families of soldiers who died in Iraq.
Sheehan took up the vigil on Aug. 6 and vowed to keep it up throughout the president's month-long vacation. She said she wanted to meet with Bush to ask why he sent the United States to war and learn what steps he would take to end the conflict.
She never got the requested meeting and missed a week of the protest after her own mother suffered a stroke, but became a rallying point for anti-war activists who joined "Camp Casey," her makeshift campsite in ditches along the road to Bush's ranch.
After wrapping up the vigil on Aug. 31, Sheehan toured the United States, meeting with politicians who included Sen. John McCain, R-Arizona, and Sen. Elizabeth Dole, R-North Carolina. Last week, she was arrested with more than 350 other people after a protest outside the White House.
Sheehan said she has received encouragement and support in Vacaville, Calif. the San Francisco suburb where her three surviving children still live. Sheehan, whose husband filed for divorce while she was staked out in Texas, has since moved to Berkeley.
"People come up to me and say, 'Cindy, thanks for doing what you are doing and welcome home,"' she said.
Sheehan's return to her home state does not signal a break in her activism. She is scheduled to participate on Saturday in a silent peace walk in Los Angeles where she will be joined Thich Nhat Hanh, a Buddhist monk who spent 40 years in exile from his native Vietnam.
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Protesters say parking ban near Bush ranch won't deter them
By Angela K. Brown / Associated Press
CRAWFORD, Texas - Along the narrow road meandering between corn fields and cow pastures, something odd has popped up every few hundred feet: "no parking" signs.
Folks who live in the normally tranquil area near President Bush's ranch never dreamed they would want or need a parking ban until August, when war protesters from around the nation pitched tents in shallow ditches about 2 1/2 miles away from the Western White House.
After residents complained of noise and traffic congestion with the campsite that drew thousands, McLennan County commissioners recently approved new ordinances banning parking on parts of 14 roads near the ranch - roughly a5-mile radius - and prohibiting camping in any county ditch.
"Everyone who lives around here is glad things are back to normal," said Dusty Harrison, who lives about 300 yards from the protesters' site. "With the ban on camping and parking, I believe it will put a stop to it."
But don't count on it, protesters say.
Cindy Sheehan of Vacaville, Calif., whose 24-year-old son Casey was killed in Iraq last year, started the vigil Aug. 6 to coincide with Bush's monthlong working vacation at his ranch. She and other demonstrators have vowed to return whenever the president does.
"We're going to dog him every step of the way until he brings the troops home from Iraq," Carl Rising-Moore of Indianapolis, a member of Veterans for Peace, said Saturday. "When George W. Bush goes to Crawford, Texas, we will be there."
Sheehan's 26-day protest was lengthier, more publicized and closer to the ranch than previous demonstrations. Other groups obtained a city protest permit and gathered for a few hours in a Crawford park about seven miles from Bush's ranch, which is outside city limits.
Much like in Crawford, local authorities have created free-speech or protest zones far away from Bush when he makes an appearance, said Jim Harrington, one of Sheehan's attorneys.
Harrington represents a dozen protesters suing the city of Austin after police in 2001 blocked them from marching into an area with Bush supporters when he spoke at a museum opening.
Harrington said McLennan County's new parking ordinance also seems unconstitutional because, unlike the countywide camping ban, it applies only to an area around the ranch but was not designed to enhance the president's security. He said he is considering suing the county.
"The idea of getting down close to the ranch is so Bush has to deal with them, and that's what the First Amendment is all about: ... to get in the face of elected leaders," said Harrington, the director of the Texas Civil Rights Project.
The county already had an ordinance - initiated by the Secret Service after Bush became president - prohibiting cars from stopping on the road within about a quarter-mile of the ranch. When Bush is there, authorities set up checkpoints about half a mile from the ranch, allowing only residents to drive through.
County Commissioner Ray Meadows, whose precinct includes the Crawford area, said neither the White House nor Secret Service has asked the county to expand the no-parking zone around theranch or to ban camping.
The ordinances aim to prevent another traffic nightmare that inconvenienced residents and threatened the safety of hundreds of protesters milling along the road, Meadows said - not to limit free speech.
"They can get bused out there and march, but they can't stay and camp," Meadows said.
Any parking ban violators face up to a $50 fine for the first offense, $200 fine for the second offense and $500 fine and/or 60 days in the county jail for subsequent offenses. Those who violate the camping ordinance, which also bans portable toilets on public right-of-way areas, could be charged with littering or criminal trespassing.
But the threat of arrest historically hasn't deterred demonstrators.
In fact, Sheehan and hundreds of other protesters were arrested after failing to heed police warnings not to sit on a walkway outside the White House on Sept. 26, after a massive weekend anti-war rally.
Protesters still have an alternative: camping on private property near Bush's ranch.
About two weeks after Sheehan set up camp, a sympathetic landowner allowed the group to use his 1-acre lot about a mile away from the ranch. The group erected a large tent for concerts and speakers but didn't allow cars there, so protesters still parked in ditches. Many anti-war demonstrators continued camping at the first site.
Veterans for Peace and other groups say that if they cannot find private land for future protests, they will return to the ditches.
"If it goes to civil disobedience, so be it," Rising-Moore said. "We don't want to go to jail, but we have people prepared to take this all the way."
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Death Toll Rises for Military Reservists
By Robert Burns / Associated Press
WASHINGTON - The National Guard and Reserves are suffering a strikingly higher share of U.S. casualties in Iraq, their portion of total American military deaths nearly doubling since last year.
Reservists have accounted for one-quarter of all U.S. deaths since the Iraq war began, but the proportion has grown over time. It was 10 percent for the five weeks it took to topple Baghdad in the spring of 2003, and 20 percent for 2004 as a whole.
The trend accelerated this year. For the first nine months of 2005 reservistsaccounted for 36 percent of U.S. deaths, and for August and September it was 56 percent, according to Pentagon figures.
The Army National Guard, Army Reserve and Marine Corps Reserve accounted for more than half of all U.S. deaths in August and in September — the first time that has happened in consecutive months. The only other month in which it even approached 50 percent was June 2004.
Casualties in Iraq have shifted toward citizen soldiers as their combat role has grown to historic levels. National Guard officials say their soldiers have been sent into combat in Iraq in numbers not previously seen in modern times — far more than were sent to Vietnam, where active-duty troops did the vast majority of the fighting.
Charles Krohn, a former Army deputy chief of public affairs, said the reservists are taking up the slack for the highly stressed active-duty Army.
"Decisions made years earlier made going to war in any significant way impossible without Guard and Reserve participation. But I can't imagine anyone postulated the situation we face today: We don't seem very anxious to bring back the draft and we can't get enough volunteers for a war that is not universally popular," Krohn said.
Forty-five percent of all Guard and Reserve deaths since the start of the war — 220 of the 487 total — occurred in the first nine months of 2005, according to Pentagon figures. The deadliest month was August, when 49 Guard and Reserve members died.
The mounting casualties among reservists in Iraq has been overshadowed by the attention focused on a rising overall U.S. death toll, now approaching 2,000. It complicates recruiting for the National Guard and Reserve, which often attract people who think of the military reservists' role as something other than front-line combat.
Gone are the days when the National Guard and Reserve served mainly as "rear-area" support, far from the front-line fighting.
In Iraq the front line is everywhere — on rural roads where Guard and Reserve soldiers drive supply trucks, at urban checkpoints, in remote villages and at major supply bases. Some units also have been attached to active-duty units with the specific mission of conducting offensive operations.
The casualties have contributed to what has been the most challenging time for the Guard and Reserve since the military became an all-volunteer force in 1973. In addition to fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan and helping keep the peace in the Balkans, the Guard in particular was called to action in large numbers for rescue and relief from hurricanes Katrina and Rita.
At one point this year more than half of the combat forces in Iraq were National Guard.
"That's a first," said Army Maj. Les Melnyk, historian for the Pentagon office that manages the Army and Air National Guard. "The Guard can't claim that (level of combat) for World War II or World War I — the other major wars we fought in. Never more than 50 percent of the combat forces were Guard."
At present, of the approximately 152,000 U.S. troops in Iraq, about half are reservists: 49,000 Army National Guard, 22,000 Army Reserve and 4,000 Marine Reserve, according to figures provided by those organizations.
The trend is almost certain to be reversed next year, when the active-duty Army is scheduled to make a proportionally larger contribution to the overall force. The number of National Guard brigades in Iraq, for example, is scheduled to drop next year from seven to two.
Since the Vietnam era, the military has given the Guard and Reserve more vital support functions like military police and engineers, so that any major conflict would involve more than just the active-duty force. Thus it was inevitable that a sizable portion of the force in Iraq would be Guard and Reserve; what has made the Iraq experience so different is the large numbers of reservists getting killed and wounded.
At least 300 soldiers of the National Guard, 78 of the Army Reserve and 93 of the Marine Corps Reserve, have died in the Iraq conflict. The Navy Reserve has lost 13, the Air Force Reserve three and the Air National Guard one. Together that is one-quarter of the total U.S death toll, which stood at 1,947 on Monday, by the Pentagon's count.
Lt. Gen. James Lovelace, the Army's deputy chief of staff for operations, said in an interview that the increased reliance on the Guard and Reserve in 2005 was deliberately planned to allow active-duty units like the 3rd Infantry Division and the 101st Airborne Division to complete a reorganization before they returned to Iraq.
"It bought us the time we needed," Lovelace said.