Monday, January 31, 2005

What the Rest of the World Watched on Inauguration Day and You didn't

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Catholic Reporter 
What the Rest of the World Watched on Inauguration Day
 
by Joan Chittister
 
Dublin, on U.S. Inauguration Day, didn't seem to
notice. Oh, they played a few clips that night of the
American president saying, "The survival of liberty in
our land increasingly depends on the success of
liberty in other lands."
But that was not their lead story.

The picture on the front page of The Irish Times was a
large four-color picture of a small Iraqi girl. Her
little body was a coil of steel. She sat knees up,
cowering, screaming madly into the dark night. Her
white clothes and spread hands and small tight face
were blood-spattered. The blood was the blood of her
father and mother, shot through the car window in Tal
Afar by American soldiers while she sat beside her
parents in the car, her four brothers and sisters in
the back seat.

A series of pictures of the incident played on the
inside page, as well. A 12-year-old brother, wounded
in the fray, falls face down out of the car when the
car door opens, the pictures show. In another, a
soldier decked out in battle gear, holds a large
automatic weapon on the four children, all potential
enemies, all possible suicide bombers, apparently, as
they cling traumatized to one another in the back seat
and the child on the ground goes on screaming in her
parent's blood.

No promise of "freedom" rings in the cutline on this
picture. No joy of liberty underlies the terror on
these faces here.

I found myself closing my eyes over and over again as
I stared at the story, maybe to crush the tears
forming there, maybe in the hope that the whole scene
would simply disappear.

But no, like the photo of a naked little girl bathed
in napalm and running down a road in Vietnam served to
crystallize the situation there for the rest of the
world, I knew that this picture of a screaming, angry,
helpless, orphaned child could do the same.

The soldiers standing in the dusk had called "halt,"
the story said, but no one did. Maybe the soldiers'
accents were bad. Maybe the car motor was unduly
noisy. Maybe the children were laughing loudly -- the
way children do on family trips. Whatever the case,
the car did not stop, the soldiers shot with deadly
accuracy, seven lives changed in an instant: two died
in body, five died in soul.

BBC news announced that the picture was spreading
across Europe like a brushfire that morning, featured
from one major newspaper to another, served with
coffee and Danish from kitchen table to kitchen table
in one country after another. I watched, while
Inauguration Day dawned across the Atlantic, as the
Irish up and down the aisle on the train from
Killarney to Dublin, narrowed their eyes at the
picture, shook their heads silently and slowly over
it, and then sat back heavily in their seats, too
stunned into reality to go back to business as usual
-- the real estate section, the sports section, the
life-style section of the paper.

Here was the other side of the inauguration story. No
military bands played for this one. No bulletproof
viewing stands could stop the impact of this insight
into the glory of force. Here was an America they
could no longer understand. The contrast rang cruelly
everywhere.

I sat back and looked out the train window myself.
Would anybody in the United States be seeing this
picture today? Would the United States ever see it, in
fact? And if it is printed in the United States, will
it also cross the country like wildfire and would
people hear the unwritten story under it?

There are 54 million people in Iraq. Over half of them
are under the age of 15. Of the over 100,000 civilians
dead in this war, then, over half of them are
children. We are killing children. The children are
our enemy. And we are defeating them.

"I'll tell you why I voted for George Bush," a friend
of mine said. "I voted for George Bush because he had
the courage to do what Al Gore and John Kerry would
never have done."

I've been thinking about that one.

Osama Bin Laden is still alive. Sadam Hussein is still
alive. Abu Musab al-Zarqawi is still alive. Baghdad,
Mosul and Fallujah are burning. But my government has
the courage to kill children or their parents. And I'm
supposed to be impressed.

That's an unfair assessment, of course. A lot of young
soldiers have died, too. A lot of weekend soldiers are
maimed for life. A lot of our kids went into the
military only to get a college education and are now
shattered in soul by what they had to do to other
bodies.

A lot of adult civilians have been blasted out of
their homes and their neighborhoods and their cars.
More and more every day. According to U.N. Development
Fund for Women, 15 percent of wartime casualties in
World War I were civilians. In World War II, 65
percent were civilians. By the mid '90s, over 75
percent of wartime casualties were civilians.

In Iraq, for every dead U.S. soldier, there are 14
other deaths, 93 percent of them are civilian. But
those things happen in war, the story says. It's all
for a greater good, we have to remember. It's all to
free them. It's all being done to spread "liberty."

From where I stand, the only question now is who or
what will free us from the 21st century's new
definition of bravery. Who will free us from the
notion that killing children or their civilian parents
takes courage?

A Benedictine Sister of Erie, Sister Joan is a
best-selling author and well-known international
lecturer. She is founder and executive director of
Benetvision: A Resource and Research Center for
Contemporary Spirituality, and past president of the
Conference of American Benedictine Prioresses and the
Leadership Conference of Women Religious. Sister Joan
has been recognized by universities and national
organizations for her work for justice, peace and
equality for women in the Church and society. She is
an active member of the International Peace Council.

© 2005 The National Catholic Reporter

Friday, January 28, 2005

Torture is UNACCEPTABLE!

I am so happy for Air America.  I hope all of you turn off your TV and listen to what they have to say. My favorite is Randi Rhodes. She really does tell it like it is. She was here in South Florida in 2000 and was our voice saying all the thing we wanted to say about the 2000 election. I am glad she is broadcast all over the country and just not in South Florida.  

Yesterday she had several people calling in who said that we should torture these people in Iraq prisons. I sat there and listened with my mouth wide open. Some thought we weren't torturing people, it was all made up. Others said the things we did to torture could not be called torture. It's extracting information from the ones that kill Americans...their beheading Americans and we should just do nothing..they said. I did notice all the callers were men. How come? Are these the guys that slap their women and think it is because they love them?  

Wow....let me say, we are such a violent society. What is acceptable now by us is unbelievable.  So many let the violence roll right off them like it is part of daily life...which it is because we don't teach our children right from wrong. We cannot go through a day without hearing some kind of violence in our own towns and city's.  

Any kind of torture is abuse. We are the abusers. We will do anything because we think we are more powerful then them. The abuser always has the power. What is it going to take for people to understand that we torture people?  Do we have to take them where it is going on and put it right in front of their face. If we show them, will they perceive it to be torture? If we did it to them, then will it be torture?  

I am so happy the Senators voted against Alberto Gonzales nomination going to the senate floor.  Stopping the abuse starts with standing together and doing what is right. This man is the reason why the abuse in this war/invasion happened and is happening not only in Iraq but all over. He told Bush how to twist the rules to allow him to torture. I only hope all the lies are exposed.  

I look at the pictures of the GI's doing the torture. I don't know how they could do these things. I couldn't do it no matterwhere the orders came from. It is sick and makes me sick looking at the images of them smiling.   

Randi had another caller. She said she just got back from Germany. She talked to an older man who lived through WWII while she was there. He said Bush will go down in history as Hitler and Stalin have. And he is bringing us all down with him unless we all stand together and say, this is not America, this is not what we stand for.  

If you believe we do not torture....VERY Divided we stand. http://www.airamericaradio.com

http://www.therandirhodesshow.com  

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Do they know how many died today?

I wrote this last year. I was at a concert and had a day like this. It kinda fits for today. So many died today. Some say it was because of weather. We still have a few more days until their election....how many more will die? I will wait to change the number on my car until Monday...I feel it will grow much more than it already has today.

March 2004

My Thoughts Drift Away.....

It's a beautiful day,
The lawn fills with smiling faces.
The sounds of years past delight my ears.
Dancing and singing and enjoying the day.
I look to the sky, my thoughts drift away.

How many will die today?

I think of all those who live in fear,
as I listen to the music and enjoy my beer.
Enjoying the day with all the smiling faces.
Do they know how many will die today?
While they partake the sounds of the past.
I look at their faces and realize they do not.

I mention to a friend my thoughts.
With tears running down, I look at the ground.
I pray for the souls that will be set free.
I pray for the mothers and fathers.
I pray for the brothers and sisters,
for the husbands and wives,
and for the daughters and sons.
All will have to live without their loved ones.

I try to enjoy the moment once more, but I cannot.
My soul cry's for all the death we have caused.
I pray for peace in all humans that we can enjoy our moments.
Precious moments we choose to blow away, forever.

My heart goes out to so many that are crying tonight because they got or will get the news of their loss.  I am so sorry!  I hope we will see the light, start doing right instead of wrong.

Life Without Hockey

Most of my thoughts are about how different we are. With the differences there comes division. Division happens when both sides don't accept the other ones differences. When you accept others differences and do on to others as you would like them to do to you, then you will have peace....and hockey.

I miss hockey so much this year! For years it has been "mommies night out". Daddy has golf, Mommy has hockey. This year, Daddy has golf, Mommy has nothing to take her away...the great escape.

How come the owners and players can't come together and agree to entertain us? It's all because of "greed".  The Have's want more and the Have Not's...forget about it.  The Have's are the owners and the players...the Have Not's are the fan's.

I wish they were happy with what they have and not try to demand more...on both sides.  I mean, come on, its a game. The players played many years with no pay (peewee hockey). How come they need SO much money now to do what is their passion?  So many people do things they don't like and make a lot less then our hockey players.  And the owners. Come on 7 bucks for a beer! 10 bucks to park my car for 3 hours. You make a lot of money. When is enough, enough?

When I look at the problems in our country..they are the same problems why we do not have hockey.  Lets hope we will have hockey next year. If that happens I have hope for the rest of us to come together and not be so divided....I can only hope.

http://www.flpanthers.com  Check out my teams website, it's so sad! I forgot who the players are. They changed so many of them last year. Where is my team? Probably playing golf.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Fighting For Our Freedom?

I praise the amazing people that make the decision to join the service.  They are Hero's.  They are putting their lives in the hands of their boss. Not knowing who the boss will be all the time. I am a coward. I would never sign up because there is risk. When you have a boss who can make good choices, there is little risk. When you have a boss that doesn't make the right choice, there is more than a lot of risk. Because they join still knowing this risk, they are hero's to me.

I heard something last night that I have heard before. Last night when I heard it, it made me angry.

"My son in-law is over in Iraq fighting for you and your family, for your freedom. I hope you realize that he is there for you."

Where does one think of such a thing?  Our freedom was not in danger. It may be now that we are breeding hate towards Americans...but when the "war" was started we were not fighting for our freedom. It is now an invasion, not a war. If it was a war, we would know who the enemy are by the uniforms they wear.

Now, some may say, "But...we were attacked on 9/11. They attacked our freedom. We must defend ourselves"  Iraq had nothing to do with 9/11. The truth is, we weren't paying attention and allowed these people to attack us on 9/11. The people that attacked us are not the ones we murder in this invasion.

The Iraq Invasion is not fighting for our freedom. Iraq invasion happened for all the oil under their sand. The oil men that are the heads of our country wanted that oil and would do anything to get that oil.  They allowed 9/11 to happen to fuel their flame of their goal to get at the oil.  As you have seen in our recent history, people will do anything when you make them afraid. The oil men do not care about bringing freedom or they would try to change their friends government in Saudi Arabia. The oil men do not care about freedom in our country because they don't allow us to vote or have our votes counted.

I hope the families of service men and women know that we are proud of their family members for making the decisions they did. But to say they are fighting for our freedom, that is just wrong....

AND DIVIDED WE STAND
 


Saturday, January 22, 2005

Families of servicemembers killed in Iraq turned away at Pentagon

Families of servicemembers killed in Iraq turned away at Pentagon


By Leo Shane III, Stars and Stripes
European edition, Friday, January 21, 2005



Leo Shane III / S&S
Nancy Lessin, center, co-founder of Military Families Speak Out, lists her complaints against Secretary Rumsfeld as Sue Niederer, left, and Bill Mitchell display photos of their sons, who were killed while serving in Iraq.


Leo Shane III / S&S
Cindy Sheehan clutches a photo of her son, Casey, at Wednesday’s protest. Casey died during an April mission in Sadr City, Iraq.

WASHINGTON — Pentagon police on Wednesday turned away family members of troops killed in Iraq who wanted to confront Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld on the reasons for the war in Iraq.

The group of about 20 was stopped before entering Pentagon property by about a dozen officers, who told the protesters they did not have the proper permission to enter the building.

Organizers said they have been petitioning for the meeting for weeks, but department officials are ignoring their requests.

“The man who was too busy to personally sign the Killed in Action letters these families received is apparently too busy to acknowledge the request of the Gold Star families for this meeting,” Nancy Lessin, co-founder of Military Families Speak Out, told reporters gathered for Wednesday’s protest.

Five Gold Star families — ones who have lost a son or daughter to fighting in Iraq — brought pictures and letters to the event to present to the secretary, and asked police to pass the items along to illustrate their loss and grief.

Cindy Sheehan, a California resident whose son Casey was killed during a mission in Sadr City last April, sheltered a photo of her son from the snow with her arms as the group tried to convince police to let them by.

“I wanted them to see my son,” she said, weeping. “I wanted them to see the consequences of his actions. ... I have the feeling they feel he was a dispensable asset tothem.”

Sheehan flew to Washington on Wednesday and planned to take part in the group’s inauguration protests on Thursday.

Department of Defense officials did not return calls seeking comment. Police who confronted the families offered numbers where protesters could obtain permits and set up formal interviews, but said security concerns prohibited allowing any of the group onto Pentagon grounds.

Lessin, whose son recently returned from his overseas service, said the goal of both protests is to show the war in Iraq is “a reckless military misadventure that never should have happened.”

“Shame on Secretary Rumsfeld for not recognizing these families, and shame on those who sent our children to war based on lies,” she said.

Families said they also wanted Rumsfeld to explain why troops in many cases weren’t properly trained or equipped for the fighting, and when the other troops will be brought home.

“We’re here to try and bring the truth to the Pentagon,” said Celeste Zappala, a Philadelphia resident whose son Sherwood was killed in Baghdad last April.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

My Flag flys upside down

I have just listened to his words. The one they say we need in this time of their fear.

My frist thought:

I do not judge him by the words he speaks. Words come so easy. I judge him on his actions.

Looking at all the smiling faces, I realized, they judge on words.

They will not show us the ones that judge on actions. But, we know they are there, with their back turned.

AND....DIVIDED WE STAND.

There's still more parties to attend....I wonder how many will die today?

Monday, January 17, 2005

Marine Lance Cpl. Alexander Scott Arredondo, may you rest in peace.

I received this email today. I am happy this has come full circle so that I can help out this family. Thank you Donna.

I received this from Lila Lipscomb (Mom from Farenheit 911 that lost her son in Iraq).  Passing it along.

Donna Greenberg


Subject:    an appeal for help
Date:    Sun, 16 Jan 2005 22:08:34 +0000

Dear Friends, Old and New,   I am sending you this to see if you can help the Arredondo family in anyway. This family is feeling the same unbearable pain and indescribable devastation that the Sheehan Family ( and so many families in our country) is feeling, only they have the added burden of the expense and the pain of the burn treatments.   The below description is an e-mail that MFSO sent out to their Massachessetts members with the address of the bank you can send any contributions to.   There was a story in the Washington Post today if you want to read more. I warn you, it is a heartbreaking story. My heart is aching, and I don't mean figuratively. After I read the story, I was compelled to try and do something for the family.

WashingtonPost.com The story is called: A Father Transformed by Anguish.

Thank you, Cindy  

On his birthday, August 25, 2004, Carlos Arredondo was visited at his home in Florida by Marines who told him that his son Lance Cpl. Alexander Arredondo had been killed on August 24, 2004 in Najaf. In shock and grief, Carlos set the Marines' van on fire. In the process, Carlos himself caught on fire and was burned on 26% of his body.   Carlos is making a good recovery from these burns. He and his wife Melida (Alexander's stepmother) relocated to the Boston area to attend Alexander's funeral and allow Carlos to continue medical treatments in Boston.   Medical costs of over $50,000 are outstanding for the Ryder Burn Center at Jackson Memorial Hospital, Memorial Regional Hospital and ambulance costs. Government assistance on most of these bills is not available.  

Make your check out to: The Carlos Arredondo Medical Fund and write the account number: 1515093233 on the back of the check and send to: The Cooperative Bank, 40 Belgrade Avenue, Roslindale, MA 02131. The bank's phone number is 617-325-2900.   If you have any questions or comments for the Arredondo family, please e-mail them to me and I will pass them on.    

 

 I wrote her back:

 Hi Donna,   I want to thank you for sending me the email that you do. It is one way we can make people aware of what is really going on..by passing on email as we get them.   I remember this day very well. It is a day that changed me. I will never for get it. The Arredondo family lived up the street from me when this happened. If you are in Hollywood go north one block off of Hollywood Blvd to Tyler Street and go one block east of 56 Avenue and you can still see the burn marks in the street in front of where the family lived. I am a few blocks away at 46 Avenue.   I will never forget. It was raining that day. I was having a very bad day. I had written an article about the election called "how much are you willing to pay" It was about all that I felt was wrong with our country. My one big thing was all the death we have caused. It is soul killing to know all the death....     I had been receiving all kinds of email that day from people (friends and family) calling me names regarding  my morals and values. It was very hurtful. My husband went to work out at LA Fitness and took my daughter. My son and I went to publix to buy food to make a special dinner together. While at publix I ran into a guy from "move on", Tom. He had noticed all the anti bush things I had on my car and offered me another bumper sticker. He made me feel better knowing there were other people out there like me. I hadn't turned the TV off when we left the house and when I got home they had on the news with this story about the Arredono's. It hit me hard. I had to go in my room because I was crying so hard and didn't want my son to see my tears. MORE DEATH..and I just couldn't take it anymore.  And so close to me...   I walk my neighborhood every evening for exercise. That evening, because of the rain, the smoke from the fire was being held down. It felt like death out. I had a lot of tears while I walked. I was looking at the ground, praying and walking. Asking why all of this is happening. Why all the death. Why all the hurtful things that people say to defend all the death. I prayed and asked if what I am doing is the right thing, letting people know how I feel and that they should do the right thing by voting Bush out of office. It is so easy to stand in a crowd and speak your mind but to do it solo and get all the backlash is very hard. ...I was walking,I turned a corner I was looking down and I found a wet dollar bill. I had the feeling come over me that I will be rewarded for what I was doing. It made me feel better at the time. I really thought it was a sign that Kerry would prevail but we all know how that turned out.   Still, it is a day that I will never forget! A few days after this happened I heard on the news that Bank of America had set up a fund for them. I had gone into the bank to give them money but the bank president said there was problems with the fund and they couldn't accept any money at that time.    Once again it has presented itself to me and this time I can help out this family. Thank you so much for sending me the email. I hope others will help them also.   Hope you and your family are doing good. My kids have both had fevers all weekend. Figures, day off of school and they are sick :)   Peace 2 all, Cindy  

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Selfish People Throwing a Party

I look at these people and think what bad choices they have made. With all that is going on and they want to throw a BIG PARTY!

Remember these people, They are the selfish ones:

Major Donor Information

ACS State & Local Solutions, Inc. Washington DC $250,000 A.G. Spanos Stockton CA $250,000 AFLAC, Incorporated Columbus GA $100,000 AFLAC, Incorporated Columbus GA $150,000 A. J. Scribante Omaha NE $100,000 Alan B. Fabian Cockeysville MD $100,000 Al Hoffman, Jr. Fort Myers FL $100,000 Alagem Capital Group, LLC Beverly Hills CA $250,000 Alexander F. Treadwell Westport NY $100,000 Altria Corporate Services, Inc. New York NY $250,000 American Bankers Association Washington DC $25,000 American Chemistry Council Arlington VA $25,000 American Financial Cincinnati OH $250,000 American Health Care Association Washington DC $50,000 Ameriquest Capital Corporation Orange CA $250,000 Amgen, Inc. Thousand Oaks CA $100,000 Andrew C. Taylor St. Louis MO $100,000 Anheuser-Busch Cos., Inc. Washington DC $100,000 Argent Mortgage Company Orange CA $250,000 AT&T Washington DC $250,000 Bank of America Corporation Charlotte NC $250,000 Barbour, Griffith & Rogers, LLC Washington DC $25,000 Bensco, Inc. 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Greensboro NC $25,000 New Breed Corporation Greensboro NC $25,000 New Century Mortgage Corporation Irvine CA $100,000 New Energy Corp. South Bend IN $250,000 Nicholas Taubman Roanoke VA $50,000 Northrop Grumman Los Angeles CA $100,000 Nuclear Energy Institute Washington DC $100,000 Occidental Petroleum Corporation Los Angeles CA $250,000 Office of the Commissioner of Baseball New York NY $100,000 Oracle Corporation Rocklin CA $100,000 Peabody Holding Company, Inc. St. Louis MO $100,000 Pepsi-Cola Company Purchase NY $100,000 Perennial Strategy Group, LLC Washington DC $25,000 Pfizer, Inc. New York NY $250,000 Phil Wendel Charlottesville VA $100,000 Pilot Corporation Knoxville TN $50,000 Piper Rudnick Washington DC $25,000 PricewaterhouseCoopers Tampa FL $25,000 Qualcomm Incorporated San Diego CA $100,000 Retzer Resources, Inc. Greenville MS $25,000 Richard Warren Lake Forest CA $100,000 Rick J. Caruso Los Angeles CA $100,000 Robert Day Los Angeles CA $100,000 Robert C. Rhein Interests, Inc. Cincinnati OH $100,000 Robert Frank Pence McLean VA $100,000 Robert W. Johnson, IV New York NY $100,000 Rooney Holdings, Inc. Tulsa OK $250,000 R. T. Farmer Cincinnati OH $100,000 S. Davis Phillips High Point NC $250,000 Sallie Mae, Inc. Reston VA $250,000 Sam & Marilyn Fox St. Louis MO $100,000 SBC Communications, Inc. Washington DC $100,000 ServiceMaster Memphis TN $25,000 Sheldon G. Adelson Las Vegas NV $250,000 Southern Company Atlanta GA $250,000 Stanley P. Whitcomb, Jr. Bonita Springs FL $25,000 Stephen A. Schwarzman New York NY $100,000 Stephens Group, Inc. Little Rock AR $250,000 Strongbow Technologies, Corp. Burtonsville MD $250,000 Susan and Michael Dell Austin TX $250,000 TC Management Partners IV, LLC Washington DC $100,000 Terry & Jane Semel Beverly Hills CA $125,000 The Boeing Company Arlington VA $100,000 The Coca Cola Company Washington DC $100,000 The Goldman Sachs Group, Inc. New York NY $100,000 The Home Depot Washington DC $250,000 The Limited Service Corporation Columbus OH $100,000 The Ritz-Carlton Hotel Company, LLC Chevy Chase MD $250,000 The Shaw Group, Inc. Baton Rouge LA $100,000 The Timken Company Canton OH $250,000 The Washington Post Washington DC $100,000 Thien H. Nguyen Redington Beach FL $100,000 Thomas F. Petway, III Jacksonville FL $100,000 Thomas F. Stephenson Atherton CA $225,000 Time Warner New York NY $250,000 Titus Electrical Contracting, Inc. Austin TX $100,000 Tom Benson Metairie LA $50,000 Town and Country Credit Irvine CA $250,000 Toyota Motor North America, Inc. New York NY $25,000 TRT Holdings Inc. Irving TX $100,000 Tyson Springdale AR $100,000 Union Pacific Corporation Washington DC $100,000 United Parcel Service Roswell GA $250,000 United Technologies Hartford CT $250,000 UST Inc. Greenwich CT $250,000 Valhi, Inc. Dallas TX $100,000 Vernon G. Buchanan Sarasota FL $100,000 Wachovia Corporation Jacksonville FL $250,000 Washington Group International Boise ID $25,000 Washington Television Center Washington DC $250,000 Waste Management Service Center Houston TX $100,000 Well Care Health Plans, Inc. Tampa FL $100,000 William Earl Riggs Pleasantton CA $100,000 William O. DeWitt, Jr. Cincinnati OH $100,000 Williams & Jensen, PC Washington DC $50,000* UPDATED AS OF FRIDAY, JANUARY 14, 2004

Saturday, January 15, 2005

BRING ON THE PARTY

Reasons to party  

We the people weren't allowed to vote or have our votes counted. American Democracy is disbursing county by county, state by state. Soon it will be no more....  We will go through the process of voting but we have no control over who and how the votes are counted. LETS PARTY!  

Here we are discussing what type of torture is acceptable. Meanwhile, in the background while no one is watching we are supporting our troops by putting them on trial for abuse and murder. Guilty, Guilty they are!. On our local news they call the guilty one the ring leader, yet, the ring leaders are allowed to commit their crimes against humans and throw a BIG PARTY. We allow them to do this by not standing up for our brothers...Pray for the so called guilty soldiers souls. They were thought these things and told to do these things. Scared they are. Fear will make you do crazy things. LETS PARTY!  

 All of Mother Nature is doing to us. Water over our heads, Mud sliding down the hills. Families lost forever. Water, water every where..... LETS PARTY!

  No money in the bank. We owe everyone. Our brothers and sisters are dead looking for WMD's Humm... terrorists ....Hummm...bringing democracy to Iraq.....LETS PARTY!  

 OH YEAH, there are people out there to get us. We better bring all the security to the party. Wait, we can't pay for it. It's ok. We'll make others pay for it.  LET'S PARTY!  

 SO many good reasons to celebrate, Don't ya think?  Party, Party, Party!  Bring your camera. It is going to be an event like no other!  PARTY ON BUSH and FRIENDS!    

 

Now a word from Bruce:  

Let their Strength give you Strength. Let their Faith give you Faith. Let their Hope give you Hope. Let their Love give you Love.  

And a word from Me:

Strength to know no matter what happens we have the strength to make it through. Faith to know that the good things will out weigh the bad. Hope because it is the bright star that keeps us moving on to our goals. Love because without love we will never have Peace.

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A Less Traditional Take on Inaugural Festivities

Planners are trying to be sensitive to these troubled times without spoiling all of the fun.

 By Faye Fiore, Times Staff Writer

WASHINGTON — With the war in Iraq steadily claiming American lives and the world in mourning over the tsunami disaster, planners of the 55th presidential inauguration face an awkward challenge: how to throw the traditional four-day celebration without appearing to have too much fun.

A few critics — including a Republican Texas billionaire — have called for cancellation of everything but the swearing-in because they find it unseemly to spend $40 million on shrimp, spirits, floats and frivolity while American soldiers must scrape together money for phone cards to call home.

But supporters of President Bush are presenting the quadrennial pageant as an opportunity to salute American troops.

The theme is "Celebrating Freedom, Honoring Service." And the result will be a spectacle that pays greater homage to the armed forces than any inaugural in recent memory.

Officials say they will do that without spoiling the revelry that is Washington's version of the Oscars.

For Bush, whose approval ratings are below 50% as he prepares to lead a divided nation through four more years, the key is to make sure his inaugural message resounds above the merriment.

"You don't want to be seen as fiddling like Nero while Rome or Mosul or Baghdad is burning. But there is something powerful about having an inauguration that is smooth," said Gil Troy, professor of history at McGill University in Montreal and author of "Morning in America: How Ronald Reagan Invented the 1980s."

"The Democrats may be grumbling, and there is all this blue state and red state stuff, but at the end of the day the thought of treason is not even on the American mind," he said, underscoring the most significant part of Inauguration Day: Unlike citizens in many countries, Americans accept the electoral outcome with no threat of resorting to violence.

"That should not be overlooked," he said.

But beyond the solemnity of the Capitol ceremonies, partying is still very much on.

Beginning Tuesday, Republicans will hold 10 balls, three candlelight dinners, a presidential gala on the eve of the big day, a fancy brunch for dignitaries, a 1.7-mile-long parade and a youth rock concert hosted by the Bush twins.

The platform for viewing the swearing-in will be bigger than ever, the speakers' podium higher, the tickets redesigned to prevent counterfeiting. This will be among the most expensive celebration of its kind — and the most heavily guarded.

For the first inauguration since the Sept. 11 attacks, Homeland Security Secretary Tom Ridge has promised to "leave nothing to chance."

As many as 250,000 spectators will watch the swearing-in, all of them passing through some form of security; 11,000 will take part in the parade. So many cellphones, text messages and wireless cameras will be in use that local bandwidth had to be boosted.

The Presidential Inaugural Committee is still working to raise the $40 million that all of this will cost — not counting expenses for security, which will be borne by local and federal governments.

And the committee's greatest selling point is proximity to the president. Seats for the parade down Pennsylvania Avenue go for $125, ball tickets for $150 and a chair at the swearing-in on the Capitol's east front runs $250.

The higher the price, the greater the access. High-rollers are coming through with the maximum $250,000 donation, earning themselves a lunch and a dinner with Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney.

The official swearing-in at noon Thursday is dictated by protocol and visually bipartisan, with ranking members of both parties and former presidents in attendance. After that, it's mostly a GOP victory fest.

This is a coveted chance for a notoriously stuffy city to sparkle, all the while raking in tourist dollars. And if official Washington is worried about appearing insensitively extravagant, local businesses are not.

The historic Jefferson Hotel is offering a $1-million inaugural package that includes round-the clock limousine service, spa days, his and her gold Presidential Rolex watches, fashions by the couture designer of choice, diamonds from Tiffany and — in a rare bipartisan impulse — a side trip to Chicago for a private tour of the exhibition "Jacqueline Kennedy: The White House Years."

For $75,000, the Sofitel Lafayette Square's "Don't Mess With Texas" package includes a suite lavishly decorated with yellow roses, and sterling silver spurs engraved with the inaugural logo.

While the administration has little control over the unbridled partying that goes on, the tone of the official events can be a reflection of a president's style. As others before him inaugurated in times of crisis, Bush walks a fine line between celebrating democracy and indulging in excess.

Inaugural handlers have been forced to justify the expense of merrymaking while the death toll of troops in Iraq and Afghanistan exceeds 1,300. The money, albeit privately raised, stands in contrast to the shortage of armor for troops and their vehicles that the Pentagon has struggled with for a year.

"Precedent suggests that inaugural festivities should be muted — if not canceled — in wartime," Rep. Anthony D. Weiner (D-N.Y.) recently wrote in a letter to his colleagues, noting that $40 million would buy armor for 690 Humvees or provide a $290 bonus for each service member stationed in Iraq.

Even Texas billionaire Mark Cuban, owner of the Dallas Mavericks basketball team and a Bush supporter, suggested publicly that the inaugural balls be canceled and the money donated to tsunami victims in South Asia.

Sensitive to the criticism, inaugural strategists will honor the military in three events. Perhaps the most poignant is the first Commander-in-Chief Ball Thursday night, held exclusively for 2,000 invited military personnel who have served in the war on terrorism.

After the swearing-in, Bush will stand as 400 service members from all branches pass in review, becoming his official escort for a parade that will include 5,000 men and women in uniform.

"This will be an appropriate and solemn celebration of our unique American democracy, but we are very mindful that we are a nation at war, and that will be a component of the inaugural festivities, which should not be prejudged cynically," said Steve Schmidt, the inaugural committee communications director.

When it comes to inaugural protocol in times of crisis, history is an ambiguous guide. President Franklin D. Roosevelt scaled back his fourth inaugural in 1945 as the war raged and his health failed. His speech was short, and his guests made do with cold chicken salad and plain poundcake. Woodrow Wilson chose to hold no parties at his 1917 inaugural in the midst of World War I. But James Monroe, inaugurated in 1817, three years after the British torched Washington, used the day for a military parade that reminded the nation of its enduring strength, even though the Capitol was still too damaged to occupy.

What happens when you lie...no WMD's

January 14th, 2005 6:59 pm
Why My Brother Died


After two years, the government has called off its fruitless hunt for WMD


By Dante Zappala / Los Angeles Times

This week, the White House announced, with little fanfare, that the two-year search for weapons of mass destruction in Iraq had finally ended, and it acknowledged that no such weapons existed there at the time of the U.S. invasion in 2003.

For many, this may be a story of only passing interest. But for me and my family, it resonates with profound depth.

My brother was Sgt. Sherwood Baker. He was a member of the Pennsylvania National Guard deployed a year ago with his unit out of Wilkes-Barre. He said goodbye to his wife and his 9-year-old son, boarded a bus and went to Ft. Dix, N.J., to be hastily retrained. His seven years of Guard training as a forward observer was practically worthless because he would not face combat. All he needed to do was learn how to not die.

He received a crash course in convoy security, including practice in running over cardboard cutouts of children. We bought him a GPS unit and walkie-talkies because he wasn't supplied with them. In Iraq, Sherwood was assigned to the Iraq Survey Group and joined the search for weapons of mass destruction.

David Kay, who led the group until January 2004, had already stated that they did not exist. Former United Nations weapons inspector Hans Blix had expressed serious doubts about their presence during prewar inspections. In fact, a cadre of former U.N. inspectors and U.S. generals had been saying for years that Iraq posed no threat to our country. On April 26, 2004, the Iraq Survey Group, at the behest of the stubborn administration sitting safely in office buildings in Washington, was still on its fruitless but dangerous search. My brother stood atop his Humvee, securing the perimeter in front of a suspect building in Baghdad. But as soldiers entered the building, it exploded; the official cause is still not known. Sherwood was struck by debris in the back of his head and neck, and he was killed.

Since that day, my family and I have lived with the grief of losing a loved one.We have struggled to explain his death to his son. We have gazed at the shards of life scattered at our feet, in wonder of its fragility, in perpetual catharsis with God.

I have moved from frustration to disappointment to anger. And now I have arrived at a place not of understanding but of hope — blind hope that this will change.

The Iraq Survey Group's final report, which was filed in October but revealed only on Wednesday, confirmed what we knew all along. And as my mother cried in the kitchen, the nation barely blinked.

I am left now with a single word seared into my consciousness: accountability. The chance to hold our administration's feet to that flame has passed. But what of our citizenry? We are the ones who truly failed. We shut down our ability to think critically, to listen, to converse and to act. We are to blame.

Even with every prewar assumption having been proved false, today more than 130,000 U.S. soldiers are trying to stay alive in a foreign desert with no clear mission at hand.

At home, the sidelines are overcrowded with patriots. These Americans cower from the fight they instigated in Iraq. In a time of war and record budget deficits, many are loath to even pay their taxes. In the end, however, it is not their family members who are at risk, and they do not sit up at night pleading with fate to spare them.

Change is vital. We must remind ourselves that the war with Iraq was not a mistake but rather a flagrant abuse of power by our leaders — and a case of shameful negligence by the rest of us for letting it happen. The consequence is more than a quagmire. The consequence is the death of our national treasure — our soldiers.

We are all accountable. We all share the responsibility of what has been destroyed in our name. Let us begin to right the wrongs we have done to our country by accepting that responsibility.

Where is the Accountability?

January 14th, 2005 10:40 pm
Hollow Accountability



By Richard Cohen /
Washington Post

Let us call the roll: George Tenet, who assured the president that Iraq had weapons of mass destruction? A graceful retirement and the Presidential Medal of Freedom.

Don Rumsfeld, who approved a battle plan of such brilliance that a 30-day war against a weak Third World country is still going on and shows no sign of ending? He stays in the Cabinet.

Condi Rice, the national security adviser who allowed the president to tell the world of Iraq's nuclear weapons program when it had none whatsoever? She is nominated to become secretary of state.

Vice President Cheney, who insisted against all evidence and with no evidence that Iraq was fast becoming a nuclear power, and who maintained that there was a link between Saddam Hussein and Osama bin Laden? He stays on the ticket and remains a heartbeat away from the presidency.

Bush's observation to the Wall Street Journal is the deepest wisdom of a man who has always been protected from his own mistakes and failures, whether it's the oil business gone bust or a wayward youth rescued by equal measures of religion and family connections. His is the privileged view of privilege itself -- that others should do what he would not. For all his pretense of aw-shucks ordinariness, Bush's inner Yale sometimes oozes out. Some people should pay for their mistakes. Some people never have to.

Those who paid at CBS happen to be some of that network's best people. They made a mistake, no doubt about it. They had professional lapses. Again, no doubt about it. But most of them had long and distinguished careers. One of them, in fact, helped break the story about abuses at the Abu Ghraib prison near Baghdad. They deserved to be reprimanded for putting an apparently bogus (at least the documents were) report on the air. They did not deserve to be fired.

Liars get fired. None of the CBS four lied. Plagiarists get fired. None of the four plagiarized. Incompetents get fired -- and one mistake over the course of an entire career is not proof of incompetence. All these people deserved another chance. Bush would understand that. He always gets another chance.

As others have pointed out, Bush won the election. But even before that, CBS had gotten a bad case of the shakes. It bagged "The Reagans," a biopic that drew the ire of conservatives, not bothering to snip out the offending scenes or in some other way salvage the film. The network lateraled it over to Showtime, the virtually unwatched cable channel owned -- as is CBS -- by Viacom.

Later, "60 Minutes" killed a report about whether the Bush administration had relied on false documents in making the case that Iraq tried to buy uranium from Niger. A CBS spokesman said it would have been "inappropriate to air the report so close to the presidential election" -- a statement just plain stunning in its implications. First of all, it was late September -- a full month before the election -- and, second, isn't affecting elections what can happen when journalists do their jobs? I mean, are we supposed to withhold the truth because, in addition to making you free, it might make you change your vote? This was a dark day for CBS and for all journalism.

Now it is even darker. The capitulation to Bush and the GOP is nearly complete. After the firings, the White House voiced its approval. So did Republican National Committee Chairman Ed Gillespie, who, keeping a firm grip on his emotions, did not suggest President Bush take note and do some firings himself. All over this great country, wherever right-wing pundits pund and bloggers blog, a chorus of gleeful approval was raised to the heavens. But in praising accountability, they were unaccountably silent about -- and here let me quote from the CBS report about what went wrong -- the "myopic zeal" of administration figures who got everything wrong, still do and have never been called to account for it. They had everything wrong but the target. It wasn't Iraq that was the pushover; it was CBS.

Sunday, January 9, 2005

Thoughts from the past year

March 2004

My Thoughts Drift Away.....

It's a beautiful day,
The lawn fills with smiling faces.
The sounds of years past delight my ears.
Dancing and singing and enjoying the day.
I look to the sky, my thoughts drift away.

How many will die today?

I think of all those who live in fear,
as I listen to the music and enjoy my beer.
Enjoying the day with all the smiling faces.
Do they know how many will die today?
While they partake the sounds of the past.
I look at their faces and realize they do not.

I mention to a friend my thoughts.
With tears running down, I look at the ground.
I pray for the souls that will be set free.
I pray for the mothers and fathers.
I pray for the brothers and sisters,
for the husbands and wives,
and for the daughters and sons.
All will have to live without their loved ones.

I try to enjoy the moment once more, but I cannot.
My soul cry's for all the death we have caused.
I pray for peace in all humans that we can enjoy our moments.
Precious moments we choose to blow away, forever.

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For Sale-Your Vote

August 2004
At first I was going to put a FOR SALE sign in my yard and put this in the info tube. I was advised by many that I could bring harm to my family if I did. I decided against it.

FOR SALE
THE OFFICE OF THE US PRESIDENT
HOW MUCH ARE YOU WILLING TO PAY?

ECONOMY
Has the economy gotten better? College tuition's have gone up every year. In Florida we voted to reduce class size but don't have enough classrooms. We also voted to have preschool in the public school system. There is no money for either. Property taxes go up annually as well as homeowners insurance and the utilities you need for your home. We all pay more for gas and at the grocery store. Where is this good economy?

Since I started working as a teenager money has been taken out of my pay for social security. Funds is being borrowed against this money. We cannot count on that money being there when we will need it in our elder years.

They say unemployment is down but there are less and less new jobs every month. They don't take in account that when unemployment benefits run out that person is no longer counted as an unemployment figure. The benefits run out and they still cannot find a job. The jobs that are out there, they want you to be proud that they will pay you $10 an hour and not offer you any benefits. Minimum wage has not gone up as fast as we are paying for goods and services.

The tax break is dividing the country financially even more. The average salary in South Florida is $42,000. The average home sales for $250,000 which means the average person cannot afford housing. We are making the rich richer and the poor poorer. Its not about taking care of one another. Its about who has more in the end wins. Greed is killing. We should be thankful for what we have.

HEALTHCARE
My mother has to take medication or she would have more health problems than she already has. Her husbands company has had to change insurance company's every few years because the rates go up. She is paying more in CO-pay's for her doctors and her medicine than she was a year ago. Her insurance company is deciding what brand of medicine she should be on and is not paying for the one her doctor prescribed her to take.

Like 43 million Americans I do not have health insurance. Three years ago my husband and I decided to drop our health coverage because the monthly premiums were almost as much as our mortgage payment. We are on the most part healthy and rarely had to visit a doctor. We will have a lot of finical problems if an illness or accident does happen. A gamble we have to take. Like so many Americans.

OUR FREEDOM
Since we allowed 9/11 to happen by not paying attention, we have been scared into giving up our rights as Americans. We are not allowed to protest if we disagree. They can have everything and anything searched without our permission or knowledge. How much freedom do you want to give away, to pay?

THE WAR ON TERROR
Did we increase or decrease the terrorists? The Iraq war is already in the billions of dollars of which our children will have to pay because it was decided we would go against what the rest of the world community to fight this so called war on terror. Meanwhile because we did go against the rest of the world citizens we are breading more hate in the youth of the American haters which is going to cause more lives of our children in their future. That is the biggest price to pay to keep the same members in office. All the funds that have gone into taking the evil Saddam down could have paid for our children's schools or our parents medicine or health insurance for all Americans. Since we all now know that there were no WMD's the only reason there was to bring this country to it's knees was because of the bad things he did to his people. A few miles south of us sits Castro who also does bad things to his people and nothing is done. Korea admitted they had WMD's at the same time but nothing was done to them. Now we are pulling out 70,000 troops to bring them home to defend the homeland and leaving us vulnerable overseas when we should be bringing home the national guard and reserve home from the desert of Iraq to defend our homeland.

OTHER ISSUES
There are so many issues facing us today which makes this the most important election of our life time. Environment: If we don't take care of the planet it won't take care of us. Gay Rights: I for one do not want to tell other people how they have to live their lives. We all make our own choices. Stem cell Research: This would help so many people with medical problems. Do we have the right to tell them we aren't going to try and find a cure for illnesses? When is a life a life? It's not OK to use stem cells because it is a human life but its OK to send our youth to war to die. Abortion Rights: A choice for an individual to make if they find themselves in that position. Loss of freedom is to have another choose for you.

I really do like that I can sit down and discuss the issues with people around me. I think it is a wonderful thing that we all have an opinion and we can speak our mind. We all need to be different, have different idea's. That's what makes us great as humans. We also have to treat others as we would want to be treated. I don't see how keeping President Bush in office for another 4 years is a good for me personally, as a member of my family or as a world citizen. The bad things of the past 4 years have out weighed, broken the scale over the good things. If your not outraged of the events of the past few years, or things that come out on a daily basis, you haven't been paying attention.

The worst tragedy in our countries history was played on. We were played as a people and are still being played with fear. We need to mend fences in the world and in our own land. What a big price we have paid already with the deaths of 9/11 and the war. How much more are we willing to pay? You can decide how much you want to pay by voting on November 2, 2004.

I am not real happy with the political system we have in place today. It was already decided who would represent the Democratic party before we were allowed to vote. Every vote needs to be accounted for before decisions are decided. Not just a selected few states. We are left with the choice of either Bush or Kerry. Bush has already proven he is not a world citizen and does not care about America as a whole. We cannot allow him to reside in the white house any longer so the only answer is Kerry. I'm not willing to pay my children's future with a vote for Bush. How much are you willing to pay? Human lives are at stake. This is the most important time in our life. The worst thing you can do is nothing. Lets let the majority rule. Lets demand every vote count. GO VOTE!

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I've had a lot of comments. Thank you. Some of you are so nice and others are a little vicious. wheee, the vicious ones really scare me. You people are the ones that won't get out of the isle at the grocery store when I say excuse me, aren't you. :) We all want the best and being vicious will not allow the best to happen.

I was reminded by a good friend that real change is made in congress and in the senate. So everyone please vote in your local elections. Ours are August 31. We received our sample ballot. Study the sample ballot and make the best choices we can to get make changes. Then hound the people we do vote in to make sure the changes are made.

I told my friend the reason why the presidential election was so important was to regain world respect. We need to mend fences in the world and it will not happen with Bush in the office. Never in our history has a president been protested like he was over the summer. Thousands showed up in countries that have never protested a president before That has to tell you something! They don't even want him to show up at the Olympics. This man cannot mend fences for us. We have to make this world a better place and we will not be allowed to do it if he is still in office. PERIOD!

We really are a strong people. I am reminded that with every disaster we have to deal with. Even though I do not like Wayne for what he did to my Florida Panthers, the man stood up when it counted and donated 1 million dollars to the victims of the hurricane. So did Gloria Estefon. When things get bad, it doesn't matter, rich or poor, young and old, black and whites, gay or not, we come together. We are tough and stand together when really bad things happen. Lets all be civil like I know we can be. Lets do what is right so the next Olympics the athletes can stand proud and celebrate that they are Americans instead of being told to keep it down.
Peace to all! Enjoy your moments!

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9/11/04
What I feel in my Heart

I see what I see every day,
All kinds of people acting different ways.
They say we are not for the Red, White and Blue,
It's all because we don't think like you.

I hear in the background the whispers of others,
They think we are doing good for all our brothers.
I fear the hate that they breed,
in my children's future they will bleed.

What happened to the peaceful souls?
Have we forgotten how peace grows?
It's not with the killing of other humans,
But with love all around, looming.

They come and take what is ours away,
And they say it is all OK.
Our jobs, our health care, our freedom are going
While we sit in Iraq and do more killing.

They fight the terror that happened this day
But I do not see it their way.
It is not the ones we kill in this war
it is others that will come back and give us more.

I feel in my heart that we will see the light
Just a question of doing wrong from right.
We all are humans, we all live here together
Just let your love shine and we will be here forever.

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11/3/04
The Republican National Committee announced today that the Republican
Party is changing its emblem from an elephant to a condom.

The committee chairman explained that the condom more clearly reflects
the party's stance today, because a condom accepts inflation,
halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks,
and gives you a sense of security while you're actually getting screwed.

Welcome to the next 4 years.......

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11/06/04
A Friend emaild me after I sent out a list of our dead soliders:
My first thoughts of the election were, "In God I trust." I trust that His will is being done.

I wrote Back:
It's funny, or sad, how we all perceive things different. We all watch the same thing and walk away with different opinion of what we saw. Did you ever think that since we all look at something and perceive different that we would have different views about God? I feel like the so called "moral majority" just slapped a lot of people in the face for what one perceives. When I think about God I think about Love. I truly feel that there is no love between us which means there is no God between us. Isn't that sad? I always thought we did have one God for all religions. After all, there are so many different religions in this world and to say yours is the only one is ignorant. I consider myself a world citizen. Every soul was placed here by God to learn lessons. We all have different lessons to learn. Just like in the society spectrum of differences, we are all on different levels. Some of us are closer to God than others. Some lessons are harder to learn than others. Through out our life we are presented with our lesson. When we learn our lesson our soul can live in peace filled with love enjoying all that life has to offer. We did not learn our lesson because it has presented itself to us again. If we don't learn it again it will only present itself until we do learn it. And then, and only then will we live with Love and Happiness and Respect for all humans no matter where they come from, what color their skin is, what sex they are, what language they speak and yes, no matter how they choose to worship God. Here we are divided we stand and you believe this is Gods will. Keep praying Kevin, look at the world around you, what is going on. You will find the answers to your lesson.

I pray for all the dead faces who's lessons were cut short. It was decided for them. It is why I sent out all the names of the dead. So many more to die. So many more pictures to be made.
(I put a picture here of the dead soldiers faces that made up George W Bush's face.)

I e-mailed him again:
I told my mother about your email. We talked about how so many of this country thinks the way you do. Her father was a minister and she has always followed the laws of God. She wanted me to tell you to beware of false profits. So I am :)

I had another thought last night. You got me thinking :) You and the moral majority actually think that what you do is God's will. Wouldn't it be ironic if your actions and values are what bring us to our end as you so believe will happen. I think it goes back to false profits. As I said divided we stand. And there are so many of us divided.

On Thursday, Not only remember the living but remember the dead. May we find Peace.

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December 1, 2004
Dear Mr. Kerry:

This letter is in response to the letter I received from you the day after Thanksgiving 2004. WOW!

WOW George W. is killing people in Iraq in the name of America saying he is doing it for homeland security fighting the war on terror. We are breeding terror not fighting it. Meanwhile, Americans can’t afford housing, healthcare.

WOW Because of the war, and Bush wasn’t elected in 2000, I got involved in making change for our country. We all know now Gore really won. Fraud and stolen election happened in 2000. I was determined not to let this happen again. I lived with the stolen election in Florida. I had faith that it wouldn’t happen again.

WOW I wasn’t allowed to decided in the primaries who would represent our party against Bush. Only a few States got to decide you would represent us. You were already picked before Florida got to vote. I didn’t even have a chance to say I wanted Howard Dean representing us.

WOW Howard Dean is now being asked to head our party but he wasn’t good enough to run against Bush.

WOW I waited for you to start your campaign while I saw Bush ad’s all over the TV. When you got started I got to work for you to stop the madness Bush has created.

WOW I took time away from my family that I will never get back. My children are 4 yrs old and 6 yrs old. They needed me and there were many times I was not here for them because I believed in you taking our country to a better place and a better future for them. The week before the election I was putting in 12 hour days doing what I could here locally to bring you to victory.

WOW I went into debt giving you money. Every time you emailed me and asked me for money I gave you money. The last time you asked for money before the election was for the recount fund because you knew there was going to be problems from the last election. I believed in you and knew also there was going to be problems because I lived it in Florida.

WOW A few hours after we voted you conceded knowing all the fraudthat happened last time. YOU GAVE UP! The hours I gave to you and you gave up. We still do not have all the votes counted and it is December 1st. You lied and stole my money. You said you would fight for us and I gave you money so you could fight for us. YOU GAVE UP! EXIT POLLS DIDN'T LIE IN THE UKRINE AND THEY DIDN'T LIE THIS HERE.

WOW You have sent me this letter asking me for more money when you gave up. Not only are you asking for money but you ask me to put a stamp on it so you will not have to pay postage.

WOW You ended your campaign with $45,000,000. And here you are asking for money again that I do not have. Where is the 45M? Where is the recount money because you are not doing a recount or trying to make change in our voting system which we know have many problems in it. More votes than voters, machines counting backwards. Not to mention the hours we spent in line. I spent more time in line to vote than I did to pick up plywood for the hurricanes.

WOW Our country is going down and there is nothing I can do about it. Saddam killed over 300,000 of his people in 10 years. We have killed over 100,000 in 1 ½ years. I am ashamed as a world citizen to be an American. I will not stop fighting for the better of humans and my children’s future.

WOW American Democracy is dying and you helped it to its death by giving up the fight.

You know, I think I want my money back I gave to you. You did not deliver what you said you would do. You owe me and my children.

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During the Holidays:

DESIDERATA
Go pracidly among the noise and haste, and remember what peace there be in silence
A far as possible, without surrender, be in good terms with all persons
Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others
Even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story
Avoid loud and agressive person, they are vexations to the spirit
If you compare yourself to others, you may become vain and bitter
For always there will be greater and lesser person than yourself
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans
Keep interested in your own career, however humble
It is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery
But let this not blind you to what vitrue there is
Many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism
Be yourself, especially do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love
For in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefull surrendering the things of youth
Nature strengthof spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune
But do not distress yourself with imaginings, many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself you are a child of the universe
No less than the trees and the stars, you have a right to be here
And whether or not it is clear, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should be
And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noise confusion of life
Keep peace with yourself.
With all its shame, drudgrey and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world
Be careful, strive to be happy!

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Hope in 2005
Byron Williams - byronspeaks.com

01.04.05 - If 1992 was the political "Year of the Woman," then I predict that 2005 will be the year of the "Prisoner to Hope." I reached this conclusion based on my participation at a recent post-election speaking engagement.

During the question and answer period, I was asked a very direct and poignant question: "How can we have hope?"

As a result of the question, three individuals immediately came to mind: Martin Luther King Jr., Susan B. Anthony and Dietrich Bonhoeffer.

Bonhoeffer was a German theologian who rejected Hitler's Germany. His understanding of Christianity caused him to take public stands against the Holocaust, South African Apartheid, and the British occupation of India.

Bonhoeffer's efforts in assisting Jews to escape to Switzerland led to his arrest and imprisonment in the spring 1943. He was executed in a concentration camp on April 9, 1945.

Susan B. Anthony was a primary figure in the Women's Suffrage movement. Through the National Women's Suffrage Association she began a nationwide campaign to win women the right to vote.

On Thanksgiving Day, 1872, a defiant Anthony was arrested for the following: "This government is not a democracy. It is not a republic. It is an odious aristocracy; a hateful oligarchy of sex... which ordains all men sovereigns, all women subjects, carries dissension, discord, and rebellion into every home of the nation."

Prior to her death in 1906, Anthony stated her belief that "Failure is impossible." By the time she died, four states had granted voting rights to women.

In 1965, King made a "people-to-people" tour of northern cities. But the growing militancy of black people in Watts and Harlem, and even in Mississippi and Alabama, caused Dr. King to reassess the nonviolent civil rights movement.

King was troubled about the American involvement in the war in Vietnam and saw the connection between the war and America's failure to improve the lives of the poor domestically. In 1967, King began speaking directly against the Vietnam War, although many civil rights advocates, black and white, criticized King's stance.

Bonhoeffer was executed days prior to Hitler's suicide and Germany's Surrender. Anthony died 14 years before the 19th Amendment was ratified, giving women the right to vote. And King never lived to see that he was indeed right on the war question.

All three engaged in a hope that was bigger than themselves. It was based on a truth that they believed to be self-evident, that change needed to occur.

"How can we have hope?" is not a question that we have the luxury to pose. Implicit in the question is a sense of hopelessness.

Contrary to how many may feel, present-day America is far from any Dark Ages redux. But we are challenged in 2005 to reclaim the democratic traditions that have spoken loudest when in the minority.

The profound changes in this country that led to abolishment of slavery, women having the right to vote, the end of Jim Crow Segregation and the war in Vietnam all began as minority opinions.

The lived examples of Bonhoeffer, Anthony, and King remind us that realized hope is not something that one can confine to time. If one's hope is based on what one can see, know that such hope is accompanied by an expiration date. And that would make one a prisoner to hopelessness, rather than the prisoner of hope that is so desperately needed in 2005.